Undancing

Silent succulent silly mind
Running drops floating blind
Quill in hand print undefined
Debutant ball undancing we fall
Lost spatially gaps rewind

Horizon

And so it goes for yet to be
That all there is for us to see
Is but a figment of our mind
Warping space through referenced time
Stuck inside a universe
Collapsed into a state, what's worse
Shall I still try to find a way
Beyond the border where I stay
Pushed to edge, decided so
Forever I shall never know
Horizon limit stretched by time
In thy self the truth will find.

Rocketed

Sent it to the moon in March
Rockets busting out my heart
Flying free from flooding fame
Nowhere is the man to blame
What once is a shop of horror
My sad madness did explore
Calypso came collected claim
Falling further flushed the drain

Remain

All the ways in all the days
of all the while away I stay
Simply mechanically moving organically
A robotic sense of phrase
Listing responses litter my brain
Projected in the refrain
Away from all I remain

Memory

Memory of memories of once upon a time
Set in settings long ago setting in my mind
Will of what will be for now forever will I be
A setting of a memory lost from how I see
Vanish into nothing the feeling left in me
Nothing left to vanish not any memory

Process

Cast my ray into the void
Directly adjacent I find
A muse to drive my whimsy
Backward from my mind
Perplexed is too generous
Confused to mundane
For wit becomes fancy
As I go insane

Melody

Can I bring a melody
On this lovely walk with thee
Can a note be carried thus
Turned somehow melodious
Whistle simple static tones
Snap the fingers to the bone
Carried along the way I go
Music gifted to my beau

Swill

Fuck you you stupid fucking butch
You worthless piece of fucking shit
I hope you die a horrible death
Contract AIDS from a fuck named Seth
Fall into a pit a snakes
Ripped to shreds for fucking sake
Die in a fire, succumb to still
Worse than most disgusting swill
Harsh the tongue becomes when one
Is as hurt as I've become

Return

Crippled mind succumbed by blindness
Sour days now stay
Shelve all hope of new found kindness
Sing the day away
Wish for words
Dreams 'til dawn
A moment to remain
Fleeting memory runs to find
The soul encased in time

Cling

So desperately I cling to you
I simply don't know what to do
Now I change my ways again
Left unspoken end to end
Empty actions bring nothing true
Countless days bread through and through
Step be lightly step be fast
Nothing sticks, all hope collapsed

Kicked

Kicked around the thought again
What to do when there's no win
No reason to start the game once more
Only to walk into a door
Slammed in your face and there remains
The only plan is not to play
Not to start, not today, not ever more
The game is not for you my friend
Kick that thought away again

Depths

Jump into the endless sea
Journey to thy depths
Fly away your soul is free
Clutching no regrets
You've done your duty
You've come back home
You've found a way to be
Lightly hearted laughing loudly
Come run away with me

Still

Lost, floating, mind a drift through rift wood
Sideways frame of reference rotating
But never still
Still my mind
still my thoughts
still of you my thoughts go to
Tortured is all that I am
Alive is a physical activity
I move through time just fine
the time that takes time to heal
The rhyme of time heals all wounds
The wisdom of the ages phrased for consumption
And I respond,
But what if I don't want to heal

Random

Random phrasing for today
Crushing weight burns away
Singe my soul forever more
Crystal my eyes 'til their sore
Random thought turns sour milk
Torn my head by threads of silk
Let night fall and die away
Endless torment end thy stay

Begin

Defeated now in every way
Living somehow day to day
What is left to fight and win
Another moment drowned in sin
Pick your poison to escape
Let your life capitulate
Can you wake, arise again?
How do you, now begin?

Blown

Mind blown, like a shotgun blast
Exploding a hole through your dome
The world becomes a a whole different place
Somehow this world's no longer your home
Who can say what alien race has come to roost
Humanity shifted the life you were used to
What's left is nothing,
but you must adjust,
become new

Gone

So it is and so it was
A time to love a time to love
So it goes and so it be
Time has passed for you and me
Every morning every night
Collapsed is all I have in life
End the pain end the strife
Disembowel my mind tonight
Let me sleep let me rest
Nightmares mock in earnest jest
What shall I do
What shall I be
Gone forever a part of me

Sun

When in the course of summer's intense heat
It's best to hide in shade
Then fight the heat of a thousand rays
Streaming forth to cause discontent
But far be it from me to tell you how to live
For the season to live is always best spent
In the lives of those who love what comes
Whenever, Wherever, Whatever, Lets go
And right now it's time for sun

Spotless

Is it really sunny when your mind is clear?
Erased with the stroke of a whiteboard swipe.
But lingered the dust which never quite comes clean,
The memory of the one who will always mean you don't have a memory of one.
The eternal shine filling the supernova in your mind.
To dissolve the fabric of the relationship that once held you so tight and safe and warm that you break,
Free, from all that you once were.
Molding into what you will now be.

Summer

That summer sun shines so bright
I swim in ever blinding light
Filling up my empty soul
Once again making me whole
Energy I need to feel
Life is now once again real
Smile at the power that's sent
Feeling joy from light that's bent
For now until the end of time
My hearts place will always be fine